I wonder....

if we never have a third child, if it will ever feel like the right decision. And if instead my life will fill with other wishes and hopes. Or if we will have a third if like will be 10 times more chaotic than it is now and I'll look back on these days as the "easy ones." Wish I had a crystal ball! But for now, I'm thrilled with the two imaginative, creative, happy, hilarious babies and I have, and hugging their daddy as tight as possible smiling at the wonder of what we have. Happy Mother's Day to all the mommies in my life. You make it all possible and make my kids happy.